...teetering on the brink...

...sometimes this world with all its complexities...
... is like a boulder teetering on a rock...
...i try to hold up my end of the boulder...
...different responsibilities...
...different personalities...
...different wishes or dreams...
...yet it is always the same...
...at the end of the day...
...i ponder my life...
...and teeter on the brink of wonder...
...what if i had chosen differently...
...what if i didn't return to this life...
...would i be single and sad, still...
...would i be his, or his, or his wife...
...only god knows the outcome for me...
...no, i never want a peek to see...
...i want to live like it's my last day on earth...
...and share a smile, a laugh, a touch...
...and be content with the final outcome...